Incompleteness, imperfection
Disappointing.
I guess that's how it is on earth.
Maybe I get all these so that I will yearn for that better place.
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The only thing that I worked so hard for
thinking that it will make you proud
yet you can't be there when I go up there.
Suddenly it feels like what's the point.
Maybe the point is,
it's nothing, not important.
God is helping me put less emphasis on things of the world.
Maybe.
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Pa,
I only wish you will be proud of me
when you see me up there,
...
which will not happen now.
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It's okaaay, girl.
God will be there.
All things work together for good to those who love God.
(:
