Sunday, June 29, 2008 

我还有谁呢?

心还是哭泣
但至少脸带微笑了
心灵的泪水
只能向神诉说
因为只有他知道
也只能告诉他

为什么人可以那么无感情?
为什么人可以那么虚伪?
以为找到了知心良友,
但原来彻彻底底地没有认识过。
这念头好恐怖哦!
那,我还能相信谁呢?我在世上还有谁呢?

没有了,
一切都没有了。

我只有神。

昨晚我做了一个恶梦
梦见自己掉下了阴间
我看见人们在我的眼前一一地受审判
好可怕。。
下一个可能就是我了。。
我立刻醒了过来。

我要永远记住那人的脸和手是如何在我的面前化成灰,随风散去。。。
我几乎感觉到自己的手指也要化成灰了。。
每当一想到这个,
我就会紧握拳头,
似乎以为紧紧地握着手
手就不能化成灰散去了。。

真傻!

主啊!
我不想死。
快快来救我吧!
我还在等候你。。。

Saturday, June 28, 2008 

新心

哦,心啊!
你为什么忧愁?
心啊!
你为什么哭泣?

你应当等候耶和华;
他必把你破碎的灵捡起来,
一一地把他们排成你那完整的心。
之后,再也不会被别人伤害了;
因为那时,你的心将全属耶和华你的神。

只是现在,心啊,你得刚强;
因为要害你的仇敌不少。
心啊!你不要害怕丧胆!也不要软弱无力!
只要仰望你的神,
就必定得着力量。

要等待,
我的心啊!
你要等!

Thursday, June 12, 2008 

goodbye

From afar I watch silently as the van drive away. My heart was like that of a mother watching her child board the school bus on the first day of school - worried, yet anticipating. Worried, because of the fear that he might not be able to get use to the new environment, especially one without the family around him. Anticipating, because she knows it is the start of something better, that he might learn to grow even in the absence of the mother. I watch the man confidently wrapped his hands around him and I noticed how he submitted to that authority. He knows who is in charge.

Hann is leaving home for three days! I hope he will not misbehave, and that through this perhaps strange and terrifying experience, he will learn to be stronger. (:

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