the time of singing has come!

Why did it have to be a friend
Who chose to betray the Lord
Why did he use a kiss to show them
That's not what a kiss is for

Only a friend can betray a friend
A stranger has nothing to gain
And only a friend comes close enough
To ever cause so much pain

And why did there have to be a thorny
Crown pressed upon His head
It should have been a royal one
Made of jewels and gold instead

It had to be a crown of thorns
Because in this life that we live
For all who seek to love
A thorn is all the world has to give

And why did there have to be
A heavy cross He was made to bare
And why did they nail His feet and hands
His love would have held Him there

It was a cross for on a cross
A thief was supposed to pay
And Jesus had come into the world
To steal every heart away
Yes, Jesus had come into the world
To steal every heart away

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yeaa
i marvel at the capacity of a mere human to cause hurt on another
i marvel at how intense and lasting that pain can be

And only a friend comes close enough
To ever cause so much pain

how long more?

i think i can only pretend that it hurts no more.

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im alright.
just leave me alone and give me more time?

and i just realised im stuck in singapore.
bonded to work in singapore for three years because of the tuition fee grant thing
man... and i was hoping to go aussie to work

oh wells.