the time of singing has come!

I feel (and know) that there is something inherently wrong about me
and I don't like it.

There are many things that worry me, but many things that I am helpless over.
Many people whom I care deeply for, but whom I do not know how to love.
Many things that tug at my heart constantly.
Many things that scares me.

I miss God, I don't know why.
Guess I have not put Him first place in my heart again.
I have lose sight of Jesus once again.

"Martha, Martha, you are worried and troubled about many things.
But one thing is needed,
and Mary has chosen that good part, which will not be taken away from her." (Luke 10:41-42)

okay, it's time for Bible reading and reflections.

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I am scared of the person I am becoming.
Please bring me safely home.