Ponderings before bed
I left the place feeling like I have said more than what's okay to say.
I left the place wondering if I have given as much as I ought to have given.
I left, thinking whether I have gained what I should gain from this retreat.
Have I been genuine enough?
Have I been in communion with God?
Have I loved?
Have I learnt God?
Have I edify?
Have I been edified?
Nevertheless, I thank God for the opportunity to turn back to Him after having strayed so far away. I have turned back to Him, I have to keep going.
I have never realised that my bed felt so good. What belongs to you always feel the best and the most familiar; I must get it right - Jesus and His House belongs to me, not the world.
I left the place wondering if I have given as much as I ought to have given.
I left, thinking whether I have gained what I should gain from this retreat.
Have I been genuine enough?
Have I been in communion with God?
Have I loved?
Have I learnt God?
Have I edify?
Have I been edified?
Nevertheless, I thank God for the opportunity to turn back to Him after having strayed so far away. I have turned back to Him, I have to keep going.
I have never realised that my bed felt so good. What belongs to you always feel the best and the most familiar; I must get it right - Jesus and His House belongs to me, not the world.
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