Ugly Ugly Doll
Get away from me
and leave me alone!
Let the smile that is shown on my face be genuinely beautiful.
I cracked today.
Please forgive me.
I'm just... frustrated, I guess.
( lousy excuse, i know :( )
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I figured out what is missing.
Time,
For me to look up and admire the clouds.
For me to appreciate the sunset.
For me to waste time on youtube surfing christian songs.
For me to curl up on the sofa with a good book.
For me to reflect on the day's deeds and my own heart.
Chill, Mx.
There's time.