Some days ago.. I felt a tug in my heart to start writing again.
I really miss writing and sharing my thoughts and feelings in a space where I can be truly me.
Perhaps, even more so, I miss reflecting... Reflections gave me a chance to really dwell within myself and to allow myself to grow as a person.
I felt like my growth has been stunted... And at times I feel lost.
That tug continues to stay in my heart and it starts to grow bigger. I remembered that I had a dream to write and to write for God.. then why am I delaying?
Waiting for the perfect time to start? There ain't gonna come a perfect time to start this dream of mine and if I want to even try to make it happen, I got to start now.
There is no perfect time to serve God.
It is in the everyday where the real serving begins.
When you are tied down by the laundry, and the chores, and the busyness of life weighs on you, and the temptations of worldly pleasures are calling out to you, what do you choose to do? Can you still serve God in the midst of your life on earth?
In your everyday real life, when you are not in church, do you still serve Him?
If this is really what i want to do in and with my life, I cannot wait any longer. It has to start now.
I need the Holy Spirit to ignite the fire in me again and I need to set aside time to restart my writing (and reading).
May God bless.
Labels: contemplation