the time of singing has come!

I can't believe myself sometimes.
I have gone against what I had told God I would want to do for Him

Because I have found my vision clouded by more and more things
Too distracted
Losing sight of Jesus
Losing hold of Him

So I realised that there are perhaps things I have to let go
I have to say "No"

But then I found myself bathing in the delight of what happens next
And I hear myself giving myself excuses, or pushing back the "No"

arrrghhh.
Resolution, mx.
dont be deceived by what you see in front
it might really be nothing at all

Without the blessing and abidance of God,
nothing will stand.

I want to restore the transparency I preach.
to be clear as crystal (Revelation 21:11)

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please pray for me because I have been feeling really tired.
lack of sleep really
but... i really have no time to sleep much
):
pray that i can share the Word of God effectively with my students
and continue to be humble and to learn
thanks