under the hazy weather
One week after another week of pushing forward, pressing on...
I've been unwell.
And if there is any of you out there, I appreciate your prayers.
During this period of sickness, I came to a conclusion that
I am not as strong as I might think I am
and
it is really not easy being sick.
When you really feel very weak,
and nothing you do seems to help you feel better,
it starts to get really depressing....
You wonder what else can you do.
And there are still so much waiting for you to do...
May Lord Jesus grant me the grace that I may not need to face the sufferings of being terminally ill. I once thought I have the spiritual strength to hold on, but now I know better.
What I would do, after I can recover this time by His grace:
exercise yourself toward godliness (1 Tim 4:7)
I've been unwell.
And if there is any of you out there, I appreciate your prayers.
During this period of sickness, I came to a conclusion that
I am not as strong as I might think I am
and
it is really not easy being sick.
When you really feel very weak,
and nothing you do seems to help you feel better,
it starts to get really depressing....
You wonder what else can you do.
And there are still so much waiting for you to do...
May Lord Jesus grant me the grace that I may not need to face the sufferings of being terminally ill. I once thought I have the spiritual strength to hold on, but now I know better.
What I would do, after I can recover this time by His grace:
exercise yourself toward godliness (1 Tim 4:7)