the time of singing has come!

God talks to me again!

Life can be so tough sometimes, with no way out. I am already trying my best to be solution-focused, not problem-focused.

There are some things which only time will tell. And some things, only the passing of time can mould and shape.

I have probably been judging you unknowingly. I am worried and have been anxious. I should accept you, and let you know that you are accepted for who you are at each current moment. How else can a person grow and be shaped, if he is not first accepted?

Love is a hard lesson, on-job-training is the only way to learn; may God be our job coach.

I only want us to be happy in Him.

Perhaps this is just transitional. There needs to be adaptation and adjustment.

I pray for wisdom.

Sometimes I still feel so alone,
so trapped.
Haven't You been walking alongside me and watched how things had unfold too?
Why do I feel unhappy?

I wonder if things are changing,
Whether I am changing.
Sometimes I feel like I haven't been given the chance to really be myself lately.
Like I always have to compromise.
But what am I compromising on?
Is this right?
Is this how things are going to be like?
Is this how things should be?

I miss You.
I miss my first Love.

One thing have I asked of the Lord,
that will I seek after:
that I may dwell in the house of the Lord
all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord
and to inquire in his temple. (Psalm 27:4 ESV)

Sometimes I wonder if I am actually living life, or just passing time.

What is the purpose of my living?

If I haven't even figure that out, how do I actually live?

Time's up.
Stop writing.
Is this the end?

Down the usual corridor.
Along the narrow path.
Does this mark the end?

Click Click.
Snap Snap.
Trying to hold back the time;
Trying to breathe in the air so familiar.
I guess this is the end

... of a beginning.

The beginning of knowing you.
The beginning of a newfound passion.
The beginning of love and of hope
and of ambitions and goals.
It's not even a year
But it feels like way long.
This beginning has been
too awesome to be a song.

My life has changed in ways I can't word
I know it has taken a path I never imagine possible
I have been on an adventure
And I know I'm heading for more!

Even though today marks the end....

It has only just begun. :)

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Living by His grace.
Counting His graces that He has never stopped showering on me.
To be honest, I do feel ashamed to only receive but not repay.
I can't wait to return to Him.
Please embrace my return and make me wholly Thine.

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Amazing grace
Unworthy me
Marvelous grace that pardons and cleanses within
Grace that is greater than all our sins

Amazing grace... shall always be my song of praise.

I know that You can renew my faith and renew my strength.

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I really miss You,
the days we had together
when it was just me and You.
It's all different now,
But it doesn't mean it's no good;
It's how I do things, and what I place as priority.
My Lord, I need You.
Like dewdrops to freshen my soul and give me life.
I will turn to You,
I will follow You. Every step of the way.

Somehow, I know
that God will see us through.
Somehow, I sense
that this will turn out great.
Somehow, it almost feels like God arranged for us to meet
For me to know you;
For you to know Him;
For us to learn and love Him.

Remember that if He is not in the picture, then all of this will fall apart.

And I know that
you want to make this work
as much as I do.

You have been so awesome...
Countdown to the day - 365 days <3

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